Ordinary_girl

seriously,... dont even know what the f* is wrong with me today.. gosh... mood is like down... attitude is like f*..... feeling damn.......

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** siew ming **

today, we had out dcnk lab test.. hmm,... one word to describe the whole lab test.. DISASTER! LOL! serious lor... really don't even know how to do lor. anyway,.. just like what the teacher say,.. it's only a few percent... just do well in your ip calculation test and you will be fine. since that's what he said, i shall believe in him then, i mean, he has no reason to harm his own student i guess. lol...

okay,.. then,.. xav, leslie and phil sat down and talk about those money stuff... out of what i expected, they actually settle the whole matter for less than 5 mins? im seriously impressed and at least less worries about this stuff.. hmm,... then, went to oppo for lunch as usual.

xav and phil skip their class and do fndb... while im like doing my maths...
gosh.... feel bad though... tts why...
i told them to take the marks,... me? forget it..
i didn't even do anything la...

hmm,... after they finish fndb...
i played CS with them.. gosh leh...
stupid poh jun teach me wrong thing sia...
say lotsa wrong thing also...
like.... "you must shoot through that hole!"
wa.. seriously jitao wrong can... LOL!
hahah... he must be dl now..
lol... oppssss!!!
SORRY!(forgiven!)
hahaha... :P
O YA! and hor,.. i keep kena shot to death by either xav or phil sia...
especially phil... gosh leh... duno kill me how many times le nor!
gosh!!!! (angry sia)
LOL!! hahaha.... had fun though...

soon.... it was time to attend our french lecture...
so we headed there and when we reached there, i think there is less than 20 people over there lor..
sadded... then that stupid teacher also late for like 15 mins lor
jitao waste time... dots...

after that, headed to the opp for dinner....
then, took 15 with phil and xav while poh jun took 8 home.

we changed to bus 27, 3 stops after tp...
then, we start to talk cock, sing song again...

xav start to say those tongue twister again..
and link to that red lorry yellow lorry thingy again... so we start to like say it again and again..
then,... duno what happen... we decided to improve on it by making it tougher and implement different stages..
hahah...

this is how it goes...
stage 1:

red lorry yellow lorry
red lorry yellow lorry
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able to do that?
thats good!
now let's move on....


stage 2:

red trolley yellow trolley
red trolley yellow trolley
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can do it as well?
wow... im impressed!
now, stage 3:

red trolley yellow lorry
red trolley yellow lorry
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wow! u can even beat this....
that marvellous!

now... let's move on to the last stage...

stage 4!

red trolley yellow lorry
red lorry yellow trolley
red trolley yellow lorry
red lorry yellow trolley
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hahaha.... can u do this?
hahaha... if u able to do this...
you are the pro man!

hahaha... try saying this
red trolley yellow lorry
red lorry yellow trolley
in 1 sec?

if you can... come and find me...

hahaha,.... okays...
back to the topic...
bus 27 finally reached hougang..
wooo... it was heading towards my house nearby bus stop..
when i was preparing to get down the bus...
xav and i realised that, no one actually pressed the bell..
and we were like... *dots+stunned*
LOL!

*here comes the joke of the day*
xav asked,"ehh,.. nobody pressed the door bell leh..."
LOL! can you believe what you saw?
door bell?! gosh leh....
serious... then... he asked again...
"ehh,.. then how you goinf home huh?"
of cause walk home la.. then take bus meh?
serious leh... i duno he too tired or what la. but seriously all the ques he asked is like damn funny la..
even he himself is laughing like what la...
hahhahahaha....

then, we were like keep joking about that la...
after that, he said," of cause take bus la, ah bo walk home meh?"
i was like.... HUH?
should be of cause walk home la, if not take bus meh?
he seriously talking senselessly la...
gosh.. and im also laughing like one idiot lor...
gosh... duno what we 2 are doing also...

i only know that, this evening we had a damn crz evening?
haha.... making up different tongue twister and also talking rubbish?
LOL!

seriously what a day...

hmm,.... other then that, today was feeling kinda worried?
duno yeh... i seiously think that i will not be able to do well for this sem...
really worried...
although its true that term test and stuff does not take up much percentage...
but still, it does affect ut grades though...
i mean its reall tough for me to obtained grades like a? or mayb b+ for a subj when i got c for term test?
hai... anyway,.. just gotta work hard...
there;s just no time for me to waste...
every sec is precious...
buck up and move on girl....

everyone will be supporting you!(i guess)
LOL!

hmm,...





** siew ming **

school days... have been really busy and stressful... plus! im sick! gosh leh.... arg.... sufferring... xavier and all are like stopping me to eat those oily stuffs, nagging and nagging all day long... (while i was on the phone with poh jun, he say,"EH! don't say my name yeh.. juz say xavier can liao! YA LOR! he very nagging.. hahah!) *xav! don't be angry yeh.. if you wana punish him, just tickle him until he go crz can liao!! HAHAHAH!!!

gosh leh... last 2 days, was like having flu and cough la.... gosh leh... damn terrible lor! hai.. luckily gwtting better each day.. thks to my friends, nagging and nagging... hahaha! THKS LA! LOL!

o ya! i stil rmb, ytd xav and all were like playing daidi.. then, pohjun is sitting beside me....
then, the cards abit hard to play la.. so i was like trying to clear card first...
then that stupid pohjun.. keep saying no no no.. then.. for the very last time, he shouted!
while two pretty girls walk towards us and ask if we wana buy something...
then they all like jitao shocked la!
gosh leh... then that stupid idiot, instead of saying sorry, was keep laughing leh!
wth sia.. him...
cannnot take it.... crz one! haiyo!

okay!
then today, was chionging fndb and java..
had quite a pissful day la...
then, after the long long day....
xav, phil and i went to tm and have dinner...
since xav and i don wana make any decision, phil has to make..
hahah....
so he chose swensen out of....
ok... so we headed to swensen
then.. have out food ordered, then start talk cock and stuff la..
haha
as usual...
mine was the first to come.. breaded chicken! WOOOOO
hahha... then, xav one...
fish and chip... hahahah
phil ordered mega burger....
hahahaha....

had a damn full dinner! hahahah!
ahhh... so niceeeee!!!!!!!!
hahahaha
ehhh... then.. phil said he was kinda full when he finished the steak..
so i told him, if he can finished the whole plate and the salad..
then he can score 3.1 without including 2 cds...

then after that, he really finished the whole plate.. but then he cannot finished the salad,..
so xav took the bbq sauce, add with milk, tomato, pepper, salt then stir.... eeeeeee
damn disgusting la... then, he really went to eat leh! omGOSH la....
i nearly... gosh.... but serious.. i was impressed by his courageous act..
haha...
bu kui shi wo de didi... hahaha

kz la kz la... tt stupid idiot nagging again.. gotta go le.. if not..
i think tomorrow i can listen to him nagging and nagging non stop le.....




** siew ming **

ya... its the last day of the open house, which was on the saturday. actually we no nd to go back, but because xav and all need to do java and they don't have JGRASP at home, so we have to school and do. xav met me at my house bus stop and took 27 to school. we reached there first, so we headed to the lab, level 7 lab... guess what? we cant open the door using our matric card.. and i was... huh?!(same applies to xav)

then, went to level 8, same thing happens...
very lucky! we managed to open one of the door... yet... we can't log in using our user and pw...
guess its for SIP students only... we are like really sian lor..

so we headed to level 6 to try our luck...
and WOOOO!
finally we managed to open and use the com...
god bless!

haha.... then, philbert and pohjun joined us soon after we found the lab...
managed to teach them something i guess...

after tt, one uncle came in and told us that we have to leave the lab as the lab is closing..
so, we left the lab and decided to go Ehub for k...
when we reached concourse, we saw nicholas and i wave to him as i walk pass
then, one of the IT club members said this to me,"come back again!"
and i was like seriously laughing again... what the hell sia..
poh jun was like walking by my side and he....
gosh leh.. seriously cant believe it..
but i just gotta accept the fact that i seriously look like secondary school kid...

then i was like kinda saddded kind.
so i told them, i won't let those people ask me to come back again or wadever by yr 2
if yr 2 still got this kinda situation, seriously...
can go and hit the wall and die liao sia...
gosh... haha

anw... ya.. headed to Ehub AGAIN...
for k box.... hmm,... yuwei and hui ting were there already, but we were in the different room
duno why also.. anw... ya... sing and sing nor..
but me really cannot make it...
cus im like coughing like duno wad....
so ya... cannot reached those girl's pitch...

today even worse...
having flu.. gosh la...
can hardly breathe sia...
gosh man...
hmm,.... suffering...





** siew ming **

okay... lets start with ytd.... hmm,... ytd(9 jan) was the first day of tp open house.. as you can imagine, you should know how bad the crowd was. hmm,.... i end school around 7 due to french lecture... after that, we were heading oppo for dinner. hmm,... then we were walking through the crowd and then suddenly there's this damn bloody idiot who passed me a flyer and told me," please attend the talk on saturday." then ... i took a look at the paper and it states: ... 'O' level... i jitao... stand in front of him and look at myself... my face is like WHAT THE F? face can..... gosh leh.. which part of me looks like im a secondary 4/5 student sia.... KAOZZ!!!!! idiot.... then xav and co. jitao luff at me... irritating... but thanks to me, xavier got one too! hahahahaha... WOOOO! but ytd im stil like damn sad la.. how could that idiot take me as a secondary STUDENT!!!!!!!
GRRRRR!!!!


then, today... even worse la! kaoz... jitao hit the wall and die... as usual, we went out to eat lunch... then, pohjun and all say why not i try walking through the crowd again and see whether there's anyone will give me flyers again.. so, i was ps by them for a few minutes and i was walking alone down the path...

THANKFULLY! nobody passed me any flyers regarding 'O' level...
and im like god damn happy la.. serious.. i promised..
and i was telling them that i've passed the test, PASSED!!! YEAHH....

THEN....
you know what the f* happen?

JDG!!!
got one damn idiotic asshole blow the whistle damn loud and pointing towards design school.
i was seriously STUNT for that one second and i literally squat down there and laugh for like one minute?
gosh....

can u imagine....
and xav and co. of cus laughing like mad la.. kaoz... serious... especially that stupid idiot NG POH JUN! WBD lor him.... jidan...
haha,, (actuali promised not to say.. but then.. aiya, just forgive me this once la! kz?)
hahahaha!!!!

LOL!
okay.. back to the topic..
then poh jun and guys help me up and i was like seriously laugh to an extent la...
jitao like no strength sia...
hahahha....

GOSH LA! i jitao damn sad la.... KAOZ yeh....
i seriously ar... secondary school face liao lor



today, went back home... while waiting for my sis to come back..
i was doing my maths..
then, suddenly one guy came to my house doorstep and ask me if i wana make some donation.
then, as usual, i would..
so i gave him the money and told him my particulars and stuff..
then, he asked me,"what school are you studying?"
i replied him,"TP"
and he gif that damn shocked face and say....
i thought you were secondary school student..

i was again... WTF* face and i told him, im TP STUDENT!!!!
WTH is wrong with them sia..
do i really don't have that poly FACE?!

GOSH!!!!!

ARG....
by right, i should be happy, since people thought i was younger...
but den.... ARG....
duno la...

HMMM!!!
what a crazy day?
LOL!

forth paper taken back.... got 26.5/40... another disappointment i guess.. hmm,... what can i say.. the only thing i can say is that i deserve what i got.. gosh leh... having fndb lesson... and i don't even unds what the hell is going on.. a little i guess. sigh... WTF?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!? gosh leh... really hated myself for being sucha failure i guess.. sigh..... hmmm,... what should i do... oopg, dcnk, fndb, c maths... CMSK!!!!! GOSH LA! hai... gotta buck up girl... sometimes really feel like giving me a tight slap.... sigh.... just like what he say before,.. if you want your name to be 'there' again.. you gotta buck up and study hard.. STOP SLACKING YOU FREAKING IDIOT! sigh...

tell yourself, siew ming!
u gotta buck up and make it through well for year 1 semester 2.
okays?
study hard and prove to other people you can do it
and do it WELL!

but now... im feeling so useless..
seriously
i really feel that i will not be able to do well for my sem tests

gosh leh... cant give up you idiot!
if you think you can, you can
if you think you cant
then you definitely cant

and i definitely believe that if you work hard
you can achieve what you want girl...
never give up even till the last minute, last second





** siew ming **

today.. we took back our c maths results... hmm,... i've got 66/100.. which was a c i guess.. it was pretty sad though.. from my first paper, oopg which was an a. den dcnk, a b+ then c maths, a c? gosh leh... wtf is wrong with me? this shouldn't be the kinda results i'm getting.. that is why, i have to buck up from now.. gotta arrange extra lesson with the teacher and ask questions questions and even more questions! go for it man.. i promise myself, tay siew ming to get at least 3.3 GPA? buck up girl.. just like what gary said: no matter what, never give up.. study harder for the sem test is what i should really do!

other then the tests,... stil gotta some probs.. which i don't feel like talking though.. today, i really felt like crying.. but just gotta tolerate and stand strong? hmm... sometimes i really think.. am i a failure as u friend? gosh...





** siew ming **

i've AGAIN... deleted my previous live journal and start a brand new one. hmm,... shall let it be a new start for my life then. hmm,... lets start with my results then. i've got 80/100 for my oopg. which is an A! im really happy.. as for my dcnk.. ehh... 79/100.. which was a B+.. hmm,... although im kinda sad.. but.. at least i noe how strong was my foundation.. which was not very strong though.. hmm,... its time to buck up man.. gosh.. if i were to continue slacking... sem test is definitely gonna flung... hmm,... i've got lotsa things to do man.. cmsk, fndb, dcnk, roleplayS!! gosh.... stressful yet fun life in poly... okok... have to stop here.. i've still got maths tutorial to do! 2 tutorials man! gosh.. gotta stay up till 12 midnight again... somemore.. house chores are still there...! GOSH! what a wonderful week i had... hmm,...





** siewming **